Healing from the past December 13, 2015 by julieannhowe 📷 I haven’t written in a few weeks because I have been wrapped up in a whirlwind of activity surroun...

On this day emotions are high…. September 11, 2016 by julieannhowe So something has been bothering me for a while and the truth be told, I am sure it will up...

For the Love of My Child… July 4, 2016 by julieannhowe When our children are born, our world changes considerably.  We step outside of the self we know, and ...

Celebrating Father-less Day in my household June 19, 2016 by julieannhowe 📷Okay, first let me start this by saying, I am an equalist, not a sexist.  If you ...

The Dangers in Online Dating May 22, 2016 by julieannhowe So most of you don’t know me, but those who do, know that I have attempted online dating and the re...

Clarity of mind and the task of rediscovery April 23, 2016 by julieannhowe Today is my 15 month anniversary of sobriety.  What a trip this last 15 months hav...

The effects of a psychopath…. March 9, 2016 by julieannhowe I think after the three and a half years of recovering from being in a relationship with a psycho...

Finding your inner love through Meditation/Buddhism February 20, 2016 by julieannhowe In my lifetime I have been through some pretty horrific things.  Many o...

Unconditional Love is So Rare February 7, 2016 by julieannhowe 📷This week has been full of turbulent emotion for me.  I found out that someone I love dearly...

Abandonment and it’s ugly side effects… January 17, 2016 by julieannhowe Friendship is a pretty hard thing to come by.  When I say friendship, I mean the rea...

Psychopath Free — December 20, 2015 by julieannhowe In my ventures through life since my divorce, I’ve attempted to become self-aware, to heal and to not be ...

What is this place…? November 15, 2015 by julieannhowe It is foreign, but pleasant and comfortable.  It is warm and there is a contentment settling over me. ...

Crazy by definition is not me…or is it? November 2, 2015 by julieannhowe One thing that has really been eating at me lately is a man’s desire to throw the te...

Bursting out all over October 24, 2015 by julieannhowe In the process of being sober and dealing with life without alcohol, I now realize why there are group...

What ever happened to honesty October 18, 2015 by julieannhowe Life can come with some difficult choices and can really be hard sometimes.  One of those choi...

Great friends October 4, 2015 by julieannhowe Being sober has had it’s challenges.  From needing to keep busy because I get stir crazy much easier, to needin...

Learning how to adjust September 27, 2015 by julieannhowe I took the time this weekend to spend a little time with my family.  With my recent break up I was ...

Always evolving September 25, 2015 by julieannhowe This week brings about the end of a semi-long-term relationship for me.  There are some things that I just...

In my lifetime, having been a child of sexual assault and then finding my path into abusive relationships has taken it’s toll.  I have started to understand,...